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I am at a cross roads today.   God is going to point me in one direction or another.   Something is going to happen either today or tomorrow that will change my life.   I have been evaluating how I feel about this the past few days.   I haven’t had an appetite; I have checked my e-mail about 600 times since Friday; I have lost sleep knowing that this decision, whether it is what I thing it is going to be or not, is going to change how I have been living; my stomach is in knots and well, frankly I just want it to be over one way or the other!   I keep telling myself to STOP CHECKING MY E-MAIL, but I just can’t.   I feel like I am in limbo.   I HATE being in limbo.   I am someone that likes to have a course set out.   As the destination gets closer, I like to ensure that the course has a direct plan and purpose, but right now, that course isn’t clear.   How do you get through the days when your course isn’t clear?   How do you...

So a lot of prayer and time has been spent considering a big decision coming up in my life.   We are excited about the prospect and it is something that has been on my heart for YEARS, it just seems like now is the time to put the plan into action.   I am not quite ready to say 100% that I am going to do it, but I am really excited how God opens up doors and can make things happen.   A lot is just clicking and falling into place and family as well as friends and influential people are being beyond supportive, encouraging me and making my pipe dream potentially become a reality.   With all that said, I want to talk about waiting.   God’s timing is really the best timing.   I have really wanted things in the past and felt a strong desire for them, but things didn’t click, they didn’t fall into place.   I wasn’t letting God have control of the thing that I wanted to accomplish and therefore, it ultimately failed.   There have been times that God...