Sometimes you don’t realize how addicted you are to something until it is gone or you just don’t have access to it. I am like that with caffeine. I had no idea how addicted I was to my morning coffee until I decided that I wasn’t going to drink it one morning. The result wasn’t earth shattering or surprising, but I was dragging. I was not alert or ready to take on the day at all. I was yawning and falling asleep during conversations with friends that I hadn’t seen in a long time. It actually took me a few minutes to put my finger on why I was so incredibly out of it!
I really enjoy sitting down with my one (or 4) cups of coffee in the mornings. I wish I could say that I got peace and quiet while drinking them, but it is usually a sip here, a sip there. Lately, with the weather so hot- I have started making iced coffee… yum! Which I actually can drink much faster too – hahaha.
Anyway – have you ever forgotten to read the Bible in the morning? Monday morning I didn’t forget to read the devotional that I do in the morning, but I didn’t take it the one step farther that I usually do and go and write my blog and ensure that I get into the word. I had one pre-written and had it set to publish. I thought, hey, that way I can stay a day ahead and the next one will publish in the morning.
No dice- I didn’t do it because I knew that I had that buffer. I didn’t want to put a damper on my already busy day and kept pushing it off. Well by pushing it off I DID put a damper on my day. All day long, at the dentist, through my kid free date with my husband, I sat there and thought, I need to get into my brain and into time with God. I have a problem with just reading something and then I don’t take the time to sit and actually apply it to my life. I sit there and am like- that is so true… ooppps- I have to go do this or that….
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